Sunday, December 30, 2012


Spending holiday at home would be boring, but that's a big NO for me! Everything would be fun if you think that it's fun! :)

But yeah, i still have a vacation too.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Momma's day!

Today, The Freshman celebrated a Momma's Day !

My Counsellor had told us about this day and ask us to prepare what would we give to our Momma. I remembered about the Middle raport thingy. Every students made their special letter for their parent. With some doodles, picture, and sweet words. Guess what! My Mom didn't get mine. I dunno that my special letter was lost. Kinda sad, i could saw how my mom was dissapointed knowing that the other Mommas were reading their special letter.

IQ Test and 1st Rank!

Mother's day!
Yeah It's such a fun day and i won't forget it.
Today, i got my IQ score and raport too.

My IQ is 126, it's not make me shocked. That's just numbers :)
This is one of the sheets.

Saturday, December 8, 2012


I took this pic when i was on my mom's hometown waiting for the sunrise :)

i've been stuck with my new life
i just realized that i've hurt a lot people
with my apathetic side

Sunday, September 9, 2012


I am who i am,it's my business to do everything i want to


i just know it's in my draft hahah xD
It's my first week in High School,or the second week, well i forgot it

I started my life in High School , it's different

There's 32 students in my class, 32 in X-1, 32 and X-3
I'm in X-2, the middle class is not bad ;)

I sit beside the entrance, there're 3 doors in my class.
K, i'll write about the sh*t things -.-

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

That Love Letter

That's a stupid momment when u had to write a love letter for ur senior -.-
K, God saved me ! at least, He didn't embarasse me ;)

It started when we (the juniors) should write a love letter and hate letter to a seniors
I wrote the love and hate letter to the same person. I don't even love or hate them!

Monday, July 9, 2012


I went to that camp last week,
Well the camp was rock!
At the first day, i really shocked about the new condition
But , after that, i enjoyed it
Well I miss it ._.

And miss Jogja, it's a really nice experience
i wish i can enjoy the next camp ;)

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

First Day

I thought it was not really something called *holiday*

Yeah this resort is nice,
Me and my mom got a room named "Seruni 2"
And my sister and Miss Fivie's room is Kamboja 1
Well it's so so so so far from my room

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Unique Dad

He is really old
He has gray hair
He is always busy
He spend his time for work and work

But however,he is my dad
He is the best man ever
He is really smart, but sometimes he could be crazy too

Yeah, I am a copy of him ;)

Sunday, June 24, 2012

June 23rd - a Memorable Day

Yesterday was one of my memorable day

June 23rd 2008, The last day i posted something in my first blog

June 23rd 2009, I lost my close friend because of Cancer, you still have something i haven't answer yet.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

A Change

Ok, i know it's not a normal idea
I'm a just a normal teenager with some crazy ideas on my mind

I dunno, what it will be
But everyone needs to grow up
Me,my sister, my friend and the others
They need to grow up too
Not grow up physically, but try to be mature enough

Thursday, June 21, 2012


I think that Love is never exist for a normal couple..
I call it love when u wanna do everything for the one u love, if u must die for her/him, then why not
I often hear 'Hey, you r everything to me' or 'i will do everything u want'

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Imma normal

Dear lalala,

I dunno do i feel jelly..
I'm very very thankful for what i've got
i dont really need money,gift, or even to see u every second

Maybe I was envy or something like that

She is really cute i know,

But i think you should be able to distinguish which is more important
isnt it weird when u pay for kindergarten enrollment of your foster child's daughter for IDR half hundred million? It doesn't include school stuffs, activities, etc. I just can laugh . But however im a wise women ;) and u r a great man, we love yaa

Ah.. Maybe i've to try harder than before to get ur attention
Im not smart enough i know, im here, im human, i can feel anything, u know imma strong, but u know im normal, ofc i can feel sad, envy, happy, and blablabla
You know what? Im tryin to live my life, I work right now so that you care. About the life you have given to me. 

im really thankful cause i have a great family, my sister doesnt really care what is around her, it's good if there is a bad thing that she shouldn't know
Mom knows how to thankful for what she has got, she is not matre :p ahaha she knows when she must being matre lol i dont know what is matre in english , is it matrealism? i dunno
Dad knows how to being a wise man. he is a YES man, always say yes for the right thing. He will do everything for people he loves

When i write this, it doesn't mean i hate one of people in here, i just need a place to write something..
It's my own life. Dont ask me anything

Monday, June 11, 2012


kemarin, gue baru sukses jadi munafik lagi *bangga lagi lo liv-.-*, sebernanya ga niat nanya2 kepo.
But who cares, toh apa yang gw tanya ga berarti besar :P

" Tanpa berada di samping orang itu langsung, semua orang bisa nganalisa sisi buruknya seseorang "

itu hal yg gw inget kemarin , just listen clearly what they say then u find what u r lookin for :P
walau terkadang, lo harus jadi provokator atau iblis sekalipun buat tau apa itu

Sunday, June 10, 2012

I'm not Perfect

Well it's in the draft too

Jun 11, 2012
12:25 AM

K, itu aneh ketika tau bahwa "orang pinter bisa ngelakuin segala hal".
Totally wrong, clever dalam arti ini cuma pinter ngebaca rekam bentar di otak then selesai, aight?

Friday, June 8, 2012

Home is in your eyes - Greyson Chance

I just played this song on my guitar, The lyrics is simple, but it has a very deep meaning

If i could write another ending, this wouldn't even be our song ..


I dont even need a reason why i must post it at the same time

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Weird peoples

Gue ga tau ini perasaan gue apa perasaan mereka ,
sejak graduated dari metanoia, pasti malah prasangka buruk melulu

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

n nm

sadknvasvasdvsdmvl;asm vl;afm vl;sdmvl;amI should've said something

Bad Day

Hari ini Bukan hari baik, jujur Gw masih kepikiran sama Jake. Kasian mamanya , nge galau melulu. Untung banyak yg support dia, udah gitu temennya Jake pada support mamanya di timelan fb jake ataupun timeline mamanya, They r great family :)

Stupid Ghost (?)

Ok, i know it's not a ghost
It's just umm.. stupid wind -.-
Hari ini gue tidur seharian(not really)
Berhubung, gw bukan tipe manusia galau berlebihan B) , gue sih santai aja, masalah kemarin udah ga berpengaruh banget

Kaya biasa jam 5 gue di bangunin, kali ini ngebanguninnya beda sambil marah2,

Monday, June 4, 2012


Finally ini jadi draft lagi -.-

Dear Hacker , At least i know where u are

Seminggu sekali lo buka fb gue,

Saturday, June 2, 2012


Yeyy gue lulus* acting kaya di film2*

Hari ini gw ga berhasil nepatin janji gue, susah buat ga nangis
Walaupun tau temen meninggal itu udah ga biasa buat gue, tetep aja, haruskah gue bilang heyy gue banggaa gue hepii, it's not ME!!

Actually kasian mama, gue bukan nangis seharian gara2 dia, I love u mom :*

OK , gue sempet nangis karna ga bisa jadi the best with her Nem 36,15 itu masih jauh dari harapan gue, gue bukan mau nilai tinggi karena harapan org, bukan karena tekanan dari parents jugga, tapi karena  GUE MAU !

RANDOM : What i feel,About Munafik, etc.. lalala

Hari ini different banget, Beda sama kemarin.
Entah gara2 kemarin malem rekonsiliasi(ok gw baru tau ada kata ini di bahasa o.O)

Nyampe pulang ini masih ada yg nyesek , ga mau pindah :/
Gue masih punya kesalahan yg belom di maafin.
Entah takut untuk bilang atau apa..

Satu hal yg gw nyesel di rekonsiliasi umum n pribadi di kamar Angel, n di kamar gw pribadi. Mereka cuma dikit kritik gue, padahal gue maunya banyak, biar gua bisa berubah..

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Puncak, Bogor for tomorrow

Well i dunno how it would be

2 hari ini sibuk  ~ preet , seengganya ada kegiatan baru
Flanel itu ternyata asik , tapi bete kalo 7 jam -- mau bongkok gw duduk mulu duhh

Sunday, May 27, 2012

24 Hours - Mayu Wakisaka

Oh yeah May 22 , i received a parcel from my friend
Well, it's a walkman(hey im a girl, it is walk girl!! lol) and a  Japanese christian song CD

Liar - wanna be

Yth shxnajsnsn

apa sih arti kata pembohong mnurut lo? bohong itu cuma 6 huruf yg artinya nothing  buat some ppls ,
for me, umm tergantung yee..

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Mom's Quote

i dont even know it's a draft , umm i forgot to click the publish button, so here it is

Hari ini gue baru pergi buat beli keperluan apa tambahan yg harus di bawa
well hari ini cape banget

Thursday, May 24, 2012


I just really don't believe it
I regretted when i know i had it
I have never been grateful for it

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Ok i'm a liar

Hari ini bikin mistake lagi-.-
Oh Tuhan, maafin gue yang j adi tukang boong mulu
yang penting gue ga jahat <3 hoho
Kasian lama2 gw sama dia --a
hari ini gue bohong lagi di akun palsu gw --
Ya mau gimana lagi,emang ini gue huh

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Haha :p

Ok, ini bodoooohhhh

Guru gue bener, lebih baik mencoba dari pada nggak sama sekali
DAN TERNYATA malah nyokap ikut sendiri yang nawarin gue biar ikut ke Jogja,

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Cancer teached me a lot :)

Cancer (baca: kanker)

Maaf Tulisannya berantakkan :)

Cancer udah ga asing buat gue
Cancer udah bikin gue more stronger than before
walaupun gue ga pernah kena Cancer(AMIN!!)
secara ga langsung,lewat mereka yg mendapatkannya..
Mereka bikin gue lebih kuat

One Thing

There’s one thing that i always dream of ..
that makes my heart fly to the blue sky..
Until i can’t breath cause my heart beats too fast,
And it’s called “love”

Quote by @liviaellen13

Gonna Publish My hiden post :)

a lil memory :D

muahahaha, baru nemuin ini.
Ini tulisan yg kamu kirim bareng gift nya :D

Masih saya simpan ;)

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Imma normal (re-update)

Dear lalala,

I dunno do i feel jelly..
I'm very very thankful for what i've got
i dont really need money,gift, or even to see u every second

Maybe I was envy or something like that

Monday, May 14, 2012

Taken , A song By One Direction :)

             C          F      Am
Now that you can't have me
 G            C    F     Am
You suddenly want me
 G          C        F     Am
Now that I'm with somebody else
G           C         F
You tell me you love me     Bm
G          C        F      Am
I slept on your doorstep
 G          C       F       Am
Begging for one chance
 G        C        F     Am
Now that I finally moved on
 G           C             F      Am    
You say that you missed me all along

 G             C      F    Am  
Who do you think you are?
 G             C      F    Am
Who do you think I am?
 G          C      F      Am  
You only love to see me breaking
 G         C       F       Am
You only want me cause I'm taken
 G        C               F   Am     
You don't really want my heart
 G               C           F  Am                 
No, you just like to know you can
 G              C            F       Am
Still be the one who gets it breaking
 G          C       F     Am  
You only want me when I'm taken

same chords 

You're messing with my head
Girl that's what you do best
Saying there's nothing you won't do
To get me to say yes
You're impossible to resist
But I wouldn't bet your heart on it
It's like I'm finally awake
And you're just a beautiful mistake

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken

Am        F    
Thank you for showing me
C            G
Who you are underneath
Am             F    
No, thank you, I don't need
C                 G  
Another heartless misery
Am                                   F
You think I'm doing this to make you jealous
C                           G  
And I know that you hate to hear this
F               C          G    
But this is not about you anymore

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken

 G           C          F   Am
Now that you can't have me
 G           C 
You suddenly want me 

Source: ultimate guitar

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Stupid Mouth

hari ini gue buka account fb gw yg lain,
just remember about a guy named *****

Kenalan di Chatroulette, dia musician juga <3 makanya temenan kita tetep berlanjut hoho
Well, gue temenan sama musician di random chat gitu bukan sama dia aja boo

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Dont be arrogant and inferiority :)

Hari ini gue ke persekutuan seperti biasa, nothng's weird
Just hear a special story for them

Tadi kaget banget ngeliat ko kelvin ada di gereja, secara kan dia pindah
Padahal di rumah gue udah dag dig dug takut ga bisa ngiringgn musik yang bener buat mereka
well, but it's not the topic , it's just about what Ms.ayu said

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Photobooth , May 3

just take some photo today ;)

my sist always dosturb me, that fake handgun is made by her ,lol
follow me @liviaellen13

Friday, April 6, 2012

Good Friday

 Happy Good Friday !Hari ini hari jum'at agung,i've got nothing to do

Saturday, March 24, 2012


ok, hari ini gw ga tau mau ngapain,
bete oy,..

Friday, March 23, 2012


Today i just done all of my practice test, here its for today : Mandarin Chinese, Computer(internet) and Singing!!!!

Gosh, i couldn't sing well, u know though i'm usually

Thursday, March 15, 2012


Yey , akhinya gubug + mangkok gue berhasil gue daratkan di ruang guru. Setelah berbulan-bulan terombang-ambing dalam ketidakpastian tugas tanpa nilai (?). Haha.. apa kali gue..

Evan's Time

ok, hari ini gue menghabiskan waku gue sama lil bro gw, Evan. hoho.. ngarep kali ye..
Tumben hari ini dia ada di rumah, biasanya sih di menceng , tapi berhubung kakanya mau ujian , dia libur, enak deh gw maen. Padahal awalnya dateng karena mau beli kembang tahu deket rumah dia, dehh.. jadi main . Wkk

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Gubuk Tua

Ok , Hari ini hari terakhir perjuanganku untuk sebuah gubuk reot kesenian yang belum kukumpulkan selama berbulan-bulan. Gila kali ya gue -.-

About Author

 Livia Ellen

 14 years old, love writing,singing,dancing,painting and many more.
 oh yea..I love playing music.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012


Okay it's my first time i write blog with my name. I have some blog but I mean, I never write blog and putting my name at there as writer. I don't know i just didnt want.. It's like i told my secret ,lol

Monday, February 13, 2012

Beauty IS NOT only an illusion!

Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
There’s no confusion:
Beauty’s only an illusion.


Tuesday, January 24, 2012

2012 Pic

Jan 24, 2012
new year comes faster.
lol i just realized that im bigger , haha