Tuesday, September 6, 2016
By Ellen Livia - 11:31 PM
They said,
"Follow your dreams, It brings you happiness"
Yes it does bring me happiness if I were able to reach it. It is a 2 am confession. I have been running away from everything recently, my responsibilities, my family, my hobbies, my friends and those people that I really trust that I usually share my thoughts with.
Freshman year has started, I came to my college classes. Some of them are so interesting, some are not really. I sorta feel that I am not belong here, in this place nor this situation.
I never thought I would end up here as an UI student. No, I am not saying there is something wrong with UI as the college I attend now. It's just there is something wrong with me. I want something different.
Sekarang ini, lagi ngetrend nih yang namanya Jones (re: Jomblo Ngenes). Kalau menurut saya, setiap jomblo itu belum tentu ngenes. Tergantung gimana kita hadapinnya.
Sejak saya kenal anak bernama Jovian, adik kelas yang selalu happy, walaupun ia jomblo dan diberi tumpukkan soal macam kode-kode penuh arti sebanyak apapun, hidupnya kaya ga pernah galau! Dan, saya pun menemukan istilah baru!
Ok, i know it's not a normal idea
I'm a just a normal teenager with some crazy ideas on my mind
I dunno, what it will be
But everyone needs to grow up
Me,my sister, my friend and the others
They need to grow up too
Not grow up physically, but try to be mature enough
Hari ini different banget, Beda sama kemarin.
Entah gara2 kemarin malem rekonsiliasi(ok gw baru tau ada kata ini di bahasa o.O)
Nyampe pulang ini masih ada yg nyesek , ga mau pindah :/
Gue masih punya kesalahan yg belom di maafin.
Entah takut untuk bilang atau apa..
Satu hal yg gw nyesel di rekonsiliasi umum n pribadi di kamar Angel, n di kamar gw pribadi. Mereka cuma dikit kritik gue, padahal gue maunya banyak, biar gua bisa berubah..
